Well it has been forever since I've posted here. No one reads it anyway so I don't suppose it matters. Yesterday was my 32nd birthday and for some reasons birthday's feel like New Year's day for me. I tend to reflect on the previous year and see where I'm at. The birthday itself was really great, but the reflection process wasn't a whole lot of fun.
I had all of these things that I thought I would have accomplished by the time I was 30 (much less 32) and the only one I have managed to do was have kids. Now, to be fair, I would trade anything else I may do in life for those two munchkins, but we all know that even post kids we continue to dream.
I talked to my doctor today about the extreme fatigue I've been experiencing lately and how I'd sleep all day if I could. He asked me if I could be depressed. While I don't think that's the entire reason, I'm sure it is some of it. Everything I want to do that I haven't already done is because of fear. How to overcome that...I have no idea.